12/12/09

Wala lang. I just hate the fact that I'm missing you again. And I'm no longer happy with this because first, I don't even know if you (still) feel the same way or worse, if you (actually) felt the same way. I just wanna get rid of this feeling because everytime it comes, I can't help but feel hurt kasi I don't have even a single clue woth regards to how you feel about me. Secondly, you're no longer calling nor texting, which for me is a sign that you're no longer interested because if you are, you would have been doing so, right? We may be keeping in touch online but for me that isn't enough, lalo na on your part because yun nga, it makes me think that you're no longer interested or your feelings are gone (if ever you REALLY had any). Well perhaps our distance made you realize that you never really loved me at all. Good for you, yet bad for me because I don't understand why I still keep on holding on when a lot of signs have been saying that I should let go. I haven't realized (or should I?!) that I'm not really into you or at least, no longer into you. Haaaay basta! I miss you and I hate you for that!!!