01/13/10

I’m sad for no apparent reason, or so I thought? Well I guess I’m just missing him. And I hate the fact that I couldn’t do anything about it, as much as I want to. No matter how hard I try to avoid thinking about him, I still can’t. what makes me even sadder is the dilemma that… uhh.. he has lost his interest. You know… about the two of us. Three months more… how I wish he calls… or at least texts… and I hope that he and that ex have nothing (insert word here coz I can’t find the right word lol) between them or else… I’d be hurt, surely!